On this last day of 2019, I release it all. I am leaving the weight of my anger, expectations, and perfectionism behind. I am moving forward with grace, compassion, and faith. I am also moving forward with hope and belief. Belief in myself. Belief in my ability. Belief in my creativity. Believe in my purpose. Believe in trust. Belief in love.
I seek to control my emotions and to be the driver of my life. I seek to co-create the life of my dreams.
I will live each day with gratitude. I will remember the joy in the beautiful in-between moments. I will work with my anxiety to give it space, not control. I will live limitlessly—I want to be drunk on life. I will let endeavors take off and dance with my dream of coaching and writing because it feels good. Feeling good is enough reason to do it.
I will dance with the bad days too because even on those days I AM ALIVE.
No one has control over how my future goes except me and I choose to live lightly from now on. I do not have to react to their behaviors as long as I stay centered in my own.
My health and the health of my family is a priority. We will live well and simply.
I invite clarity into my world. Clarity and ownership for my actions.
I’m leaving the weight of what others have done to me behind as well. Other people’s garbage is not my burden.
I feel the opening of an amazing life—the life of my dreams.
I am grateful for the amazing life I have and for the opportunity to mold it into more. I choose to feel GOOD. Fear will not hold me back. I embrace me and I love me. It’s a choice to do it differently. I don’t have to jump to the same orders, the thought of what I’m “supposed to” do. I can change the steps.
Let what doesn’t serve lay where it is. Rachel Wolchin said, “Bad News: You’re growing and it’s uncomfortable. Good News: It’s uncomfortable but you’re growing.”
Here’s to health, success, happiness, and wealth in every form in 2020—make it beautiful, make it everything you want it to be, make it joyous.